Confession Part XXIII
As a new day begins I still deal with the same bogus problems, but somehow I still revert back to this strange place. Time has passed and along with it my life has changed. I have a new home, a sister who's getting married, and a niece or nephew on the way. I miss the care-free days of when I was young when people just hung out just for the fun of it. Talking and chillen out with your friends and not having to deal with the bullshit that tends to accumulate as you get older. I don't know maybe it's me that has changed for the worse. I'm not sure of what has caused the change maybe it's seeing the real world in a new light and taking things as they are handed to me. As the clock slowly winds to the right I become more secluded. My sect of friends has slowly dwindled and it could be a result of my inability to cope with my own personal problems. I would never change the majority of things and events that have happened to me over the 22 years of my life because they are the reason I am who I am.
September 30 I moved into my new house in Danbury, I think it's good in a way, it's giving me a fresh start in a new phase in my life. With this new start came word of a new life soon to come. I will be an uncle in a very short period of time and for this I thank you God. I miss many of the friends that I had and maybe they don't know how much I need them right now but that can partly be my fault because I keep everything bottled inside. I just wish that I would meet someone that would understand all of the things happen in my life and help me cope with this but at this moment it doesn't seem like that will be in my future. To those who matter to me, whether you know it or not, I keep you in my heart and I thank you for everything you have given to me.
September 30 I moved into my new house in Danbury, I think it's good in a way, it's giving me a fresh start in a new phase in my life. With this new start came word of a new life soon to come. I will be an uncle in a very short period of time and for this I thank you God. I miss many of the friends that I had and maybe they don't know how much I need them right now but that can partly be my fault because I keep everything bottled inside. I just wish that I would meet someone that would understand all of the things happen in my life and help me cope with this but at this moment it doesn't seem like that will be in my future. To those who matter to me, whether you know it or not, I keep you in my heart and I thank you for everything you have given to me.