Confession Part XVI

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Here I am once again writing about my pathetic life and how things most of the time don't go in my favor, but I guess you learn to live with it. My break has begun its near end people left, some still here, but only a few weeks until I go back to UConn where things will hopefully take a turn for the upside. I've been writing alot of music and poetry I guess its just a way for me to deal with certain issues and concerns that I have right now in my life. Why does life still like high school in certain aspects. People tend to still think that they are cool based on the people that they hang out with. What a superficial way of going through your existence trying to pretend like someone you're not. I have done it myself, but I've learned from it and somehow it still baffles me that there are people in this world that correlate being in the "in crowd" with a being cool and kind person. Man I still have a lot to learn in this life of mine but one thing I'm completely certain of is that there are more fake people in this world than those who are truthful and sincere. There are so many assholes in this world and yes I have been one before and maybe I still am one right now but as long as I know who I am and I believe that I'm doing the right things I don't really care of others opinions. As long as I remain sincere and truthful and loyal and faithful...I'll be alright.

"For he today that shed his blood with me. Shall be my Brother"
-- United States Marine Corps 'Semper Fidelis'