october break is over, but let me tell ya it was just a big bundle of fun&love with my honeycake. i miss jacob so much already. over the past week, i think we reached a level of comfort i had previously never explored. i adore that level. that nice soft place where i can say a lot of really weird and vulgar and inappropriate things. everything was good: food and talkin' and arkansas and family and bikes and friends and oh oh oh! making super sweet sweet love.
but hey! there is a bright side to my tragic departure from the natural state. soon soon jacob will be jumpin on a jet plane to visit me and the big apple and vassar college. excitement abounds uncontrollably and I JUST CAN'T WAIT. ya hear that, JAK, i've been savin' a spot in this lil' bed since day one.
it does feel kind of nice to be back here, i can not deny that. i like my little area and i like working hard and reading a lot and being around people. i only get sad when i think about that i'm not around, which is arkansas and jacob and my family+max&lena. i really love my mom and dad a lot. and i more than love them. i like them, which i think is a greater thing in a parent/child relationship. aren't we obligated to love our parents? mine are really funny and have interesting passions and personalities and are more supportive and generous than anyone else out there.
i don't know. it's all good. HAPPY HALLOWEEN Y'ALL.
look at that. that's love and a half, baby!!!! gmak gmak gmak gmak