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what do u do when the only thing you can do to make her happy is break up with her cause you dont know what you want and it hurts so bad to do it? my feelings for her are still strong and im afraid i could have made the wrong decision, some how i could have done something different, but she was clearly not happy or not happy enough for me, i want the person i am with to smile all the time when they are with me, i only want them to cry cause they are so happy. I need to work on things myself, and i know that this break up will help. So i am gonna work on my faults, i will work on those times when for some reason i have short temper and little things get me upset. I really hate myself right now.