Rugged on Being single and "dating"
Single life is a bit funny. It's like one day you are completely in love, then the next day you are nursing a broken heart.
After my LAST relationship, I am officially a woman with "issues".
Not issues meaning I am a big playa or anything, just issues, meaning it's gonna take a very strong yet patient woman to get me to trust her and to open my heart again.
October 14th will be my 3rd year of dating without commitment. The women that I have dated in this time period either hate my guts before the night is over, or it is "love at 1st sight" on their part. I always tell a woman before we even plan a date, "no expectations, no disappointments". Seems to work.... for now.
In all honesty, I can't see myself in a relationship these days. When I have free time, I might get a bit lonely and wish I had a femme by my side. Somehow, thinking about women,and the games they can play,gives me the reality check I need....LOL.
I do miss the bond between a butch and a femme, having a lover/best friend, and yes, sex. Don't get me wrong, I can have sex anytime I want to, but even casual sex comes with drama. There are times when women ask me to just have fun, date, have sex... no strings attached. I tried that, and guess what???... STRINGS!!!
People tell me how cute, fun, sexy, charming,and wonderful I am. Most can't believe that I have been single for so long. I say when the time comes, she will have to blindside me, because right now I am too cautious with letting someone in. I have my real-time offers. If I were gonna settle, I would have a long time ago. I refuse to settle for less than what I deserve.
After my LAST relationship, I am officially a woman with "issues".
Not issues meaning I am a big playa or anything, just issues, meaning it's gonna take a very strong yet patient woman to get me to trust her and to open my heart again.
October 14th will be my 3rd year of dating without commitment. The women that I have dated in this time period either hate my guts before the night is over, or it is "love at 1st sight" on their part. I always tell a woman before we even plan a date, "no expectations, no disappointments". Seems to work.... for now.
In all honesty, I can't see myself in a relationship these days. When I have free time, I might get a bit lonely and wish I had a femme by my side. Somehow, thinking about women,and the games they can play,gives me the reality check I need....LOL.
I do miss the bond between a butch and a femme, having a lover/best friend, and yes, sex. Don't get me wrong, I can have sex anytime I want to, but even casual sex comes with drama. There are times when women ask me to just have fun, date, have sex... no strings attached. I tried that, and guess what???... STRINGS!!!
People tell me how cute, fun, sexy, charming,and wonderful I am. Most can't believe that I have been single for so long. I say when the time comes, she will have to blindside me, because right now I am too cautious with letting someone in. I have my real-time offers. If I were gonna settle, I would have a long time ago. I refuse to settle for less than what I deserve.