Jan 14, 2006 12:00
I like my sugar with coffee and cream!
I'm going to a friend's house for the weekend. I'm also going to visit an old friend that lives in Port Jervis. I miss them both terribly.
I'm going to do what makes me happy, and noone can tell me not to. (hehe, one toke over the line)
Judge me if you want to, but I'm going to be who I am.
I'm getting my guitar fixed this weekend too, my mom is taking me to get it fixed today. (It needs new strings, and needs to be tuned).
I'm giving it back to my sister, she's going to be taking lessons on it. There is no music place around here, that offers lessons ;;
well, once she learns, she can show me.
she already knows how to read music, which is more than I can say for myself.
how do you do it?
make me feel like I do
how do you do it?
it's better than I ever knew
how do you do it?
make me feel like I do
you are stellar
you are stellar
hmm. someone just called, but I couldn't find the phone in time. oh well.
Two days until school starts. You could say I'm ready for it. Or you could say that I'm a nervous wreck inside, worried about a new thing.
New things are fun though. Old things get boring and dull and dumb.
yeah, very dumb. Look forward to the new, the unknown.
my new motto.
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and you know what?
I LOVE MYSELF!
I love myself more than you ever loved me. If you ever did at all. Which is doubtful.
I still have feelings for you, but they are mixed now, interlaced with disgust.
Love does not die.
But you can put it in a box in the closet, and that is where I intend to keep it.
And that is all I can bear to write about that, without getting physically ill.
haha.
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I'm going to get another piercing. I might do it myself, I sort of like to. Is that sick? oh well.
How about this: if I get another nose piercing, I will do it myself. BUT, if I get something pierced that is soft (another eyebrow, etc.), I will have a professional do it.
I don't know if I'm going to cut my hair. I want it to be the same length, the shorter length. It's getting long enough so that I could pull it off I think. I'd probably get mistaken for a lesbian or a boy, but that doesn't bother me. If I don't cut it I'm at least going to dye it back purple. The way it was back in the day.
I'm going to paint my nails now, and finish getting ready. I'm leaving soon.