Ah what a sad but great day.

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Now most of you that know Nick may wonder why I could have had such a great day givein the fact that this in fact is the 7th. Well i am not going to lie, in fact it was kinda of a down day just spent working all day at applebee's and refelct on the past. In the middle of my two shifts, i left to pick up product from another store, on the way i had a conversation with nick, telling him how much i miss him, and whishing i could see him again, and letting him know i still see signs of him everyday, especially a month ago when i developed a roll of film i had found, not sure what was on it, but in fact pictures of Nick when he was on stage at the Eric Oshea and John Reep show. brought back memories of good times, well anyways moving on with my story.... I felt so much better after talk to nick, i just felt like the rest of the day would try and brighten itself up remembering things like his little performance on stage as mentioned before. I got back from my errand for my night shift and this older lady, im talk like 65+ came in to celebrate her birthday which i didnt realize at the time. I'm standing behind the bar and keep hearing her laugh, its crazy i swear she laughs just like nick, and even more so its very contagious just like nick's. Anyways toward the end of her meal i make a stop over to her table and let he know just that, she laughter could put a smile on anyone's face and on a day like today, lord only know i needed that. She got all excited and even kissed my check, i made her day, but what she didnt realize was that she made mine! AS they left her husband came up to me and told me that I might have changed her life with that comment...she has been going through alot of difficult times right now with health issues and she just needed a night out on the town to let loose and not think of things. Having her in the resturant makes me realize that god works in mysterious ways. Nick may not be here on earth where we can touch or feel him or even talk to him, but i think his spirit is all around us from the little old lady celebrating her birthday at the neighborhood resturant, or a little kid just goofing around. Its the little things that remind me of him everyday, and its the same things that remind me of what a great person he was and the impact he made on everyone's life.

Sorry for the lateness in this posting but know that I was thinking of everyone today that has been affected by the wonderful person that Nick was and still is. Give yourself a hug for me and know that I care deeply for all of you! muah!