Sad*eyes...
Well today in general was good...Until I came home and realized my life is a billowing black hole of nothingness. Where am I going in life? I sure as hell couldn't tell you. I sometimes feel drown by basiclly being fucked over in my house. The feelings I carry deep inside. No one knows. I played awsome at my Rugby game about 2 weeks ago. Who was there to cheer me on? To support me? No one. My parents went to my brothers fucking Choir concert...considering they've seen him sing 1000 zillion times, go to all of his plays. But I get useless excuses for why they don't attend my shit. God forbid my mom misses her precious Jazzercise...ya know. Or my Grandma misses 20 minutes w/ my brat cousins who she sees every weekend. I have no boyfriend. Thats not my issue. My issue is GUYS SUCK. I've never found one worth keeping...one who I look at and say "He's the one" all the guys date are selfless assholes who only care about themselves and a piece of ass. Anywho...the rest of my day was good I hung out w/ Rachel, Anna, srdjan, Jess and Dave. That was my days highlite and maybe lunch w/ Fulz n Hulick...ne who Rugby game 2 morro I'm out!