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Screw going off and paying lots of money for spring break.... I soooooo couldn't be happier just being home. B/c this week has been MORE monumental than anything in my life as of late. Although, there has been a little jealousy from a friend... she has gotten over it and I can finally enjoy myself with a boy that is TOO perfect for me.
It all started with us making plans for Monday nite, a nite of me and Mike to catch up on old times. We went to dinner, and then to meet some of his friends at a hookah lounge. We stayed at the hookah lounge from like 830ish until 130am. We had a really good time just laughing and bullshitting together, which we always do. We are extremely compatitble...and I've always known that, but we both agreed it would never work with me in Tampa. Then we went back to his place and watch a movie and cuddled on the couch... and then it happened... he kissed me. And it was good:) Everything was just so perfect. As of late... its like I've been kissing frogs hoping for a prince, and could tell by the kiss that they aren't what I wanted. But his kiss had everything I wanted and that's been killing me as of late. Before we left his friends at the hookah lounge, his buddy Matt made the comment to me that he hasn't seen Mike act the way he was acting with any other girl and that he found it amusing. But anyhow, I finally ended up leaving (after standing out in the cold in his arms for over an hour) b/c I forgot to tell my parents I'd be out late and it was already 430 in the morning. Needless to say... my mom was pissed when I finally got home:(
I went out with Andrew on Tuesday, so I got like 2 hours of sleep before going again. Then met up with Michael W and some friends. But what really made my day was the fact that Mike called me before going to the gym to tell me that he had been thinking about me all day:)
He has to have an epidural today b/c his back is messed up from his car accident last year, so he'll be numb from the waist down. lol I'm staying over at his place on Thursday... so I'm really excited just to spend time with him. I know I'll hear about it for the rest of my life b/c I already had plans to go out with other people, but he needs to be taken care of... lol I just love this feeling, so I'm going to at least enjoy it until spring break is over, b/c he and I talked about the fact that I wasn't coming back to Jax for a while b/c I was gonna finish school in tampa. But I get to spend the day after my birthday with him:)
Oh yeah... Gigi is coming in for my birthday on the 25th!!!!!!!!!!! I soooooooo can't wait! Much fun will be had by all!!!! And that's it... sorry its so long, lots to catch up on:)
"Everytime you breathe i hope you think of me
Those are the words you told me, told me.
No questions why'd I'd have to leave
One reason I restored with sleep (I'll think of what I'll be)
This moment feels like destiny
You want me to always remember
You promised I always will
You'll watch and wait for my return
You promised I'm coming home
Sometimes I don't know
Where I am
Where I'll be
Feels like im so far
Far away
From home."
It all started with us making plans for Monday nite, a nite of me and Mike to catch up on old times. We went to dinner, and then to meet some of his friends at a hookah lounge. We stayed at the hookah lounge from like 830ish until 130am. We had a really good time just laughing and bullshitting together, which we always do. We are extremely compatitble...and I've always known that, but we both agreed it would never work with me in Tampa. Then we went back to his place and watch a movie and cuddled on the couch... and then it happened... he kissed me. And it was good:) Everything was just so perfect. As of late... its like I've been kissing frogs hoping for a prince, and could tell by the kiss that they aren't what I wanted. But his kiss had everything I wanted and that's been killing me as of late. Before we left his friends at the hookah lounge, his buddy Matt made the comment to me that he hasn't seen Mike act the way he was acting with any other girl and that he found it amusing. But anyhow, I finally ended up leaving (after standing out in the cold in his arms for over an hour) b/c I forgot to tell my parents I'd be out late and it was already 430 in the morning. Needless to say... my mom was pissed when I finally got home:(
I went out with Andrew on Tuesday, so I got like 2 hours of sleep before going again. Then met up with Michael W and some friends. But what really made my day was the fact that Mike called me before going to the gym to tell me that he had been thinking about me all day:)
He has to have an epidural today b/c his back is messed up from his car accident last year, so he'll be numb from the waist down. lol I'm staying over at his place on Thursday... so I'm really excited just to spend time with him. I know I'll hear about it for the rest of my life b/c I already had plans to go out with other people, but he needs to be taken care of... lol I just love this feeling, so I'm going to at least enjoy it until spring break is over, b/c he and I talked about the fact that I wasn't coming back to Jax for a while b/c I was gonna finish school in tampa. But I get to spend the day after my birthday with him:)
Oh yeah... Gigi is coming in for my birthday on the 25th!!!!!!!!!!! I soooooooo can't wait! Much fun will be had by all!!!! And that's it... sorry its so long, lots to catch up on:)
"Everytime you breathe i hope you think of me
Those are the words you told me, told me.
No questions why'd I'd have to leave
One reason I restored with sleep (I'll think of what I'll be)
This moment feels like destiny
You want me to always remember
You promised I always will
You'll watch and wait for my return
You promised I'm coming home
Sometimes I don't know
Where I am
Where I'll be
Feels like im so far
Far away
From home."