Christmas tree
So my family and I went to go find a Christmas tree today, but the thing is my sister got held up and we didn't end up leaving until after 5 pm. That means that it was quite dark out, but that is ok we still had fun. My family is a silly group of people, and I love them for it.
:( I went to see my La Shana yesterday and I just wanted to cry. She has to be on oxygen all the time now so she can breath better. And the nurse says they suction her about once every hour. My poor baby I just want to pick her up and never let her go. I will sing to her all day and she will smile. Oh my god how her smile melts me, she is such a beautiful little girl. I am starting to get mad at her mother. The nurse tells me that she is all alone and no one comes to visit her. I am going back on Sunday. My mom keeps telling me that her mother is just screwed up and has other kids to take care of, but she should still go sometimes. I think I am going to go to wal-mart or something and get her a little tape player and a music tape the nurses can play for her, she loves her music.
Ok now I speak of my stupidity because it was Jane's birthday the other day and I FORGOT!!! Stupid Anne I should have bad things done to me. We are going out tonight though and she is going to Lord of the Rings with us on the 18th so I hope that makes up for it. I feel so bad I can be such a fucking scatter brain.
:( I went to see my La Shana yesterday and I just wanted to cry. She has to be on oxygen all the time now so she can breath better. And the nurse says they suction her about once every hour. My poor baby I just want to pick her up and never let her go. I will sing to her all day and she will smile. Oh my god how her smile melts me, she is such a beautiful little girl. I am starting to get mad at her mother. The nurse tells me that she is all alone and no one comes to visit her. I am going back on Sunday. My mom keeps telling me that her mother is just screwed up and has other kids to take care of, but she should still go sometimes. I think I am going to go to wal-mart or something and get her a little tape player and a music tape the nurses can play for her, she loves her music.
Ok now I speak of my stupidity because it was Jane's birthday the other day and I FORGOT!!! Stupid Anne I should have bad things done to me. We are going out tonight though and she is going to Lord of the Rings with us on the 18th so I hope that makes up for it. I feel so bad I can be such a fucking scatter brain.