Sick
So i'm really sick... and its not cool. I helped angelique move this weekend. that was pretty sweet. i basically moved all the big stuff by myself wich made me feel like a man... that was good i guess. then there was the desk... yeah i'm glad i didn't put any money on that bet... and i guess angelique helped me with the bed too.....so i guess all i really moved myself was the dresser lol... she kept oogeling me when i was moving it. it was definitely a self esteem booster but i'm not sure if she was really as into it as she made out to be... like i'd ask her something 3 times before she'd answer... which is cool if she really thinks i'm that awesome. anyway, she made me fall even more in love with her this weekend- i didn't think it was possible but it happened. since i was sick she totally took care of me it was amazing! i'm still sick but its the thought that counts. i used to not really care if i lived or died as long as it was doing something cool/heroic but now i just want to live for her. i wonder if i have pneumonia or something bad like that? or just a cold... i od'd on nyquil and stuff like that last night and i was actually able to sleep... i wish i had some for the next 2 days but i'll see the doctor on wednesday afternoon so thats cool. i'm so excited that i'm starting a new life with angelique. i wouldn't have it with anyone else or any other way. my life is turning out so much better than the way i'd hoped it would. its kinda funny that i came to cedarville to find a wife and i totally found one but not at cedarville at all. lol. i love her so much. too bad i can't write about her ring/when/how i'm gonna give it to her on here ;)