Not myself...
So I have come home and crawled into bed every night this week (yeah at 6:30 I have been in bed). I am such a loser. But I am so tired I don't even want to do anything but crawl into my bed.
I don't feel comfortable in my own skin lately. I wish I could just hole myself up in my room by myself and not see anyone. Atleast that way I couldn't be a bitch to anyone. I really hate feeling like this. The littlest things annoy me and I can't help but get pissed and be a bitch. My family and friend from back home should really thank their lucky stars that they are nowhere near me. I am a terror. I just don't really know what to do. I think that might play into the fact that I go to bed the second I get home. Atleast my Tivo can't annoy me (but I will not count on that for too long...eventually it will not tape one of my shows and I will have a nervous breakdown). Oh well.
Sorry to vent, but I needed this.
Til later...............
I don't feel comfortable in my own skin lately. I wish I could just hole myself up in my room by myself and not see anyone. Atleast that way I couldn't be a bitch to anyone. I really hate feeling like this. The littlest things annoy me and I can't help but get pissed and be a bitch. My family and friend from back home should really thank their lucky stars that they are nowhere near me. I am a terror. I just don't really know what to do. I think that might play into the fact that I go to bed the second I get home. Atleast my Tivo can't annoy me (but I will not count on that for too long...eventually it will not tape one of my shows and I will have a nervous breakdown). Oh well.
Sorry to vent, but I needed this.
Til later...............