dejeme en paz

Jul 16, 2006 02:35

yeah, i feel it, yeah
raw
lately ive been starting to open
ive been like a lotus flower but explodin
my feeling are slowly coming out of me
before i was so closed
i was dead
i was hiding from the fact that i cant seem to find
anything worth fighting for
everyone knows i want to change the world
but everyone assumes i dont realize im just one stupid girl
im sick of everything
being tied up in economy
im sick of everyone expecting
something or nothing out of me
yeah, i have plans to travel the world
yeah, im blowing thousands of dollars on my dreams
so i can hear the silent screams
of others poverty
so i can lie down at night
feeling guilty
kowing
that im a part of the problem
i dont believe in the system
i have no faith in diplomacy,
democracy
show me
what youve done
i have to find something more
something worth living for
something that makes humanity
worth saving
art, i know i love it but what
does it change
does it change
the injustice
it imporves the quality of life
for just us
but most never see your great relics and intellectualized
stylized
pieces
and i dont think fighting in courts is an answer
and i dint think fighting in wars is an answer
shooting our brother for a piece of land
sueing our brother for a piece of land
justice is a system of revenge
did jesus teach you nothing?
does decency mean nothing?
i cant seem to find a way to claw myself out of the hole that is this world of
sin, sefishness, and dollar signs
i want to bring the world enlightenment
but all i have is disgruntlement
and disregard and distrust and
this must be whats making me burn bridges
i dont care who you are
but what only what youve given
and everything is useless
im hoping to turn it around
but i seem so lost and unale to move
im paralised by the poison of the radio tunes
and capitalism
and my silver spoon
of knowing that some day soon
ill have to take responsibility for everything
i never gave
a shit enough to do
everyone else seems fine with sitting down and throwing back a beer
in these pathetic little towns
writing papers, taking drags, working sloppily
for their seven fifty an hour
why cant i just devour
the pill of
amerikan middle class
and start watching my weight
and starving my ass
and being arrogant
and ignorant
and nieve and
why me
and moveout
and get laid
and get paid just enough to cover my gas money
im home honey
im a teenage momma
with nobody to love
lets go be emo
lets cheat on our spouses
lets go hate on mexicans
lets go see a boring movie
lets go gossip about our neighbors
lets go to war
lets go:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
you know why im leaving
dont you?
i used to see
beauty
everywhere
i used to deny the despair
and pretend it would all turn out all right
but people keep getting into drunken fights
and put behind bars
kept from the bars
they used to frequent
kept from the world
that made them so bored
so poor
so hush-hush behind closed doors
and beneath the sheets
the conservative right
wants to know what you eat
and if it isnt white
thayll tap you
you mother fucking terrorist
stop terrorising us with your threat
of oil ownership
and muhammad
we just want to be able to be in the right
we just want to be able to sleep fine at night
knowing all the fags and unbelievers
are burning below
hahahahahaha
SUCKERS
get me out get me out get me out get me out
get me out and into a world that makes some sense
that could mean something
that could give me wisdom or compassion or anything
that would at least help me deal with the emptiness im sick of
im sick from
sick it on your friends and relatives
theyve been bored listening to you recall your day
play by play
you bought a new entertainment
entertainment
is that all you want?
entertainment
and attention
give me a break
give me a break!!
get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out yeah
get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out
im a lotus
off go
my petals
im dead in a season
my seeds
are living but theyre underwater
thisis the tip of the iceburg
come back next time
byebye!

l'z
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