a genuine update
work really sucked until i met christian and bought a more comfortable pair of shoes. he and i were made for each other. we make each other laugh all day.
my nose cauterization sucked. my nose now runs all day, i feel yucky and its alreay bled. WTF?
i went to the sox game with my sister where we lost to cleveland. we had fun but it was hot. and when did the players stop staying after to sign stuff?
i love the sox. more than i think. if anything connects me to boston, its red sox nation.
so i no longer see any of my friends. i no longer go on dates. i no longer stay up past 9 PM. and my eating habits are stranger than life (yet i havent lost any summer weight WHAT THE DUCE?)
im not happy but im not sad. im just truckin on through each day and reading good books and getting a little excited about the fact that in less than i month I'll be in the tropics, speaking spanish, flirting with ticos, and loving my life. and next summer will not be like this one. i will get to see kaska because we'll be backpacking through eastern europe. im not sure if it gets better than that. she's in alicante making out with every native there, drinking and dancing the nights away and being the greatest sexpot alive. if anyone is living, its her.
at least im busy. before i was having a slump of negativity because i felt liek a bum and an aimless purposeless useless little girl. now i just dont have the energy to think beyond the fact that i have to get up at 445 the next morning, drive to hudson to stand on my feet for 8 hours with no break being a cancer merchant.
but payday tomorrow! i'll get to put into my bank the money that I spent this summer and not be in the negative. yay! which makes me feel better. i'll almost have 2 grand for my spending money for the next 8 months. and then come christmas time i'll start saving for my trip. im not financially where i wanted to be by now, but i'll get by.
im worried about israel though. :-( my heartland is hurting.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
and in a week ill be in kentucky.
hehehe.
how will i live without my sister though???
my nose cauterization sucked. my nose now runs all day, i feel yucky and its alreay bled. WTF?
i went to the sox game with my sister where we lost to cleveland. we had fun but it was hot. and when did the players stop staying after to sign stuff?
i love the sox. more than i think. if anything connects me to boston, its red sox nation.
so i no longer see any of my friends. i no longer go on dates. i no longer stay up past 9 PM. and my eating habits are stranger than life (yet i havent lost any summer weight WHAT THE DUCE?)
im not happy but im not sad. im just truckin on through each day and reading good books and getting a little excited about the fact that in less than i month I'll be in the tropics, speaking spanish, flirting with ticos, and loving my life. and next summer will not be like this one. i will get to see kaska because we'll be backpacking through eastern europe. im not sure if it gets better than that. she's in alicante making out with every native there, drinking and dancing the nights away and being the greatest sexpot alive. if anyone is living, its her.
at least im busy. before i was having a slump of negativity because i felt liek a bum and an aimless purposeless useless little girl. now i just dont have the energy to think beyond the fact that i have to get up at 445 the next morning, drive to hudson to stand on my feet for 8 hours with no break being a cancer merchant.
but payday tomorrow! i'll get to put into my bank the money that I spent this summer and not be in the negative. yay! which makes me feel better. i'll almost have 2 grand for my spending money for the next 8 months. and then come christmas time i'll start saving for my trip. im not financially where i wanted to be by now, but i'll get by.
im worried about israel though. :-( my heartland is hurting.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
and in a week ill be in kentucky.
hehehe.
how will i live without my sister though???