Blame it on the weather, but i'm a mess;;
this LJ account is used as much as your normal person would ask God for help.
Life sucks so bad right now and i'm lucky to still have the handful of friends that still give a damn. I dont know where I stand in life and I miscounted the number of people I would like dead right now. I cant stand the way I have been feeling lately. I feel like he's better than me because he's actually out there, and it makes me feel so small. He has the nerve to talk to me about a girl he's been seeing, and then try to get with me while she's still there in his grasp. And to make things better, someone told me that she's skinnier than me and now I hate myself. If I could ever be lower of a person than I already am, I would be just like him.
My biggest thank you goes to Krystal Marie Snow, because she's the only one that's been there. I know i've had a lot of friends, but no one has stood there next to me as long as she has. She's got my back.
My biggest wish goes out to Darrin Edward Williams. My wish is for him to fall into a whole where he cannot climb out, so that he burns to death as he thinks to himself and asks how he could be so horrible to the only good thing that ever looked his way.
Someone kill me, beat me, pressure me, eat me, stab me, cut me, bury me;
nothing could feel more worse than this.
Life sucks so bad right now and i'm lucky to still have the handful of friends that still give a damn. I dont know where I stand in life and I miscounted the number of people I would like dead right now. I cant stand the way I have been feeling lately. I feel like he's better than me because he's actually out there, and it makes me feel so small. He has the nerve to talk to me about a girl he's been seeing, and then try to get with me while she's still there in his grasp. And to make things better, someone told me that she's skinnier than me and now I hate myself. If I could ever be lower of a person than I already am, I would be just like him.
My biggest thank you goes to Krystal Marie Snow, because she's the only one that's been there. I know i've had a lot of friends, but no one has stood there next to me as long as she has. She's got my back.
My biggest wish goes out to Darrin Edward Williams. My wish is for him to fall into a whole where he cannot climb out, so that he burns to death as he thinks to himself and asks how he could be so horrible to the only good thing that ever looked his way.
Someone kill me, beat me, pressure me, eat me, stab me, cut me, bury me;
nothing could feel more worse than this.