Logging In Life
oldfox and i have been working on the chicken shed here and getting ready for chickens...but it is upsetting that finding out that he has already ordered the chickens and stuff for them...before we ever got this stuff done...we still need get the roof of it done because the chickens will be here next week...i see that im going to be doing the chickens instead of oldfox i feel...i will back him do it because he is the one that wanted them the first place...this year i have been bad remembering friends bdays because i have been not with it...just even my bday...yea i had some great sex and stuff on my bday...but both guys were real big and i couldnt get their cocks in me because i have been topping too much...hint hint...this bottom has been topping too much that happened from midnite to about 11am...but my bday was spent mostly going around looking for a video card for oldfoxes computer and i did buy myself 2 gigs of ram for mine...it is nice to have a fast system now...i didnt even have a bday cake for me when i got back from denver...oh well, i still would like that but life goes on...i dont know...i still like my bdays like a special day...i did get a phone call from my brother and he was good to hear from even if he is very wierd...next day i heard from mom and dad...and that was every nice too...i feel not very special before that...but it is my 38th and i know that people dont like them after a certain time...i like mine every year...even if i dont really want it...i really do want it...did want to go to furry sketch nite in lyons this past weekend but oldfox and i took a nap and i carried over to about 6pm and if we got ready and stuff i would be about 7ish and when we got there it would be 8ish...so we cancelled that and i made me really upset on oldfox but i know it wasnt totally his fault either...i just had to keep myself away from him and others for most of that nite...nothing special has been going on in Proctor here...i have been on second life and working more and more into it...making my avs looking great...but im not a fur all the time there...just im not that fur that likes being furry all the time...my Sir wants be to be his all the time there and i said nope i dont want to be because that is just how i am...i want the freedom there...and another Sir wants me too and he says he is much better than the other...well dont fight over me SIRs...but now i have more freedom there...im going to join as a member very soon but after i get done with my free stuff and looking at all of it...yesterday we did get satalite internet it is nice going high speed but what happen is a loop that didnt tell us about until we got it all hooked up it is high speed 4 hours then the will drop us down to about 700 or lower than back up for another 4 hours etc...i think that sucks...but they say that they need it for all their customers in the area...well we are the only ones here in the area for it...so why are they doing that...i have one day before my social secrety hearing tomorrow and im scare or neveous about that out come...because i havent hear from my attorney yet and i did call her today to wanting to know what angel we are appoaching at...i hope she calls...im thinking about letting her do all the talking tomorrow because i dont know anything...i have to be there tomorrow morning at 8am...boy im not ready....at lease this thursday is sketchnite at the foxes and oldfox and i will be there...we are staying at his sisters house again but that is fine too but really dont want too...she is real odd for me or just she is from oldfoxs generation but i can relate to her but not the same level if i stay the nite at the foxes because i can let my fur down more there...sorry for the mixing of thoughts today...im really not wanting to do much but get my life as i want it to be...instead so other controlling it for me...i will be better after tomorrow morning...i really want spring to be here...wanting to get stuff done for the garden and stuff...so im do get itchy for the new season...okay that is all for now and i hope to have a good week and ill be thinking of all my friends....