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i've been getting anxiety about spending money. last night i freaked out about spending money on groceries. i could barely leave the house to go buy them but what am i gonna do, starve? i will be fine once i start getting normal paychecks, but since i started work halfway through the month, and i only get paid once a month, my first 2 paychecks are messed up. i'm not totally broke yet but i know it's coming soon and i hate not being able to breathe!