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Things have been turning around in my favor. I got a raise at work, my classes are amazing and I'm acing them, I can finally connect to people, my relationship has been exciting and beautiful.. oh and I'm 21.
But I hate dreaming. All I dream about is Austin cheating on me, filing bankruptcy, failing tests, my grandma dying and not getting accepted into colleges. I find it hard to sleep too. I roll around and my brain wont stop. Sometimes I'll wake up suddenly and think I'm missing school or I'm late. My body goes into "holy shit" mode and I find it hard to settle down after I've realized it's 2am and the only thing I should be doing is sleeping, but I can't. It's really annoying.
I went to Sacramento to see my friend Devan who lives up there. We went to the capital building and around old town Sac. It was beautiful, I really enjoyed it up there. State congress members make $118,000 annually and are given a Prius to have, not just to drive during terms. They also get free housing in Sacramento for as long as they are in congress (6-8 year terms, 2 terms maximum, can switch back and forth between houses). I want that job, so so badly.
Choke comes out tomorrow :) :) :)
I hope they haven't butchered it!
But I hate dreaming. All I dream about is Austin cheating on me, filing bankruptcy, failing tests, my grandma dying and not getting accepted into colleges. I find it hard to sleep too. I roll around and my brain wont stop. Sometimes I'll wake up suddenly and think I'm missing school or I'm late. My body goes into "holy shit" mode and I find it hard to settle down after I've realized it's 2am and the only thing I should be doing is sleeping, but I can't. It's really annoying.
I went to Sacramento to see my friend Devan who lives up there. We went to the capital building and around old town Sac. It was beautiful, I really enjoyed it up there. State congress members make $118,000 annually and are given a Prius to have, not just to drive during terms. They also get free housing in Sacramento for as long as they are in congress (6-8 year terms, 2 terms maximum, can switch back and forth between houses). I want that job, so so badly.
Choke comes out tomorrow :) :) :)
I hope they haven't butchered it!