fuck me.
when the ones that you love, unconditionally, kick you when you are down, you come to realize that those people were never deserving the effort and love you gave to them.
but unconditional love means that you can't just walk away. it doesn't matter how horribly they hurt you, lie to you, use you, destroy you, once the anger from actions leaves, the love is still there - still unchanging. it stays as strong. just, you trust less, believe less, know less. and when you love those who will never love you back, never show you that their words are more than lies, that trust fades into nothing.
i love those who i should have never bothered for once.
fuck me. but also, fuck you.
but unconditional love means that you can't just walk away. it doesn't matter how horribly they hurt you, lie to you, use you, destroy you, once the anger from actions leaves, the love is still there - still unchanging. it stays as strong. just, you trust less, believe less, know less. and when you love those who will never love you back, never show you that their words are more than lies, that trust fades into nothing.
i love those who i should have never bothered for once.
fuck me. but also, fuck you.