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I've never been more than the biggest fool loving you. I've never been treated as more than a tool to be used. All I ever wanted was one chance, to show you who I am, to speak, to love, to simply be... Alone with you. And I was never worth it. Never. You told me that you loved me. And I've only ever wanted was to see it. To be shown that you felt just a smidge of what i've felt for you. Never. I am in love with you, unconditionally. I'm sorry I could never be the girl you've wanted me to be. The girl who fucked your best friend, the girl from a different country, the girl from the different state. The newest intrigue and amazement and girl worth loving or caring about. I'm just the girl who fucked over so much for the chance with you. Just the chance. Fuck me. You are my life's regret.
And this is exactly what you've hoped for.
And this is exactly what you've hoped for.