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Ok, catching y'all up from Friday...
I went and observed at the child care place, for 2.5 hours... I came out of it not feeling great about it but opting to think about it for a while. But I've decided to say no to that job. I felt that their program, at least compared to the YMCA's sucked. I thought the workers were less than enthusiastic, and definitely thought they were a bit physically rough with the little 2 and 3 years olds a many times. I just didn't like the whole feel of it at all. It's a place I wouldn't want to be associated with. Dith, I think you'd agree with me on this one.
I had to rush to get to my doctor's appointment right after that...yup, I went to see a psychologist I had been refered to. He's delt with many phobia cases, including many dental cases. I now have a relaxation tape I have to work with everyday, that teaches me how to relax my muscles. So the plan of attack is to first learn to control my body, then my mind, and then sloooooowly work my way into the dental world. He apparently knows some dentists who will know how to work with me, he says they're out there. But he was definitely encouraged when he found out I have found a hygenist who has worked with me, and I can get my teeth cleaned whilst being kinda relaxed...not uber, but I'm not panicing.
Then I had to go to Buff state to clear up a health insurance thing so they don't charge me an extra $850...ouch...well, I got that cleared up in 5 minutes.
On my way home I applied to Mobil and ToysRUs...I get home to the phone ringing...it's ToysRUs wondering if I can make it to a group interview this thursday....sweet!
So the job hunt is going as follows.....
My mother's boss's boss is back from his vacation today, so my mum's boss is going to wait until he's in a good mood(hopefully the end of today) and ask him about me working there. If that goes through, goodbye toysrus, if that's a no....HI TOYSRUS!
So now that that's pretty much settled...*sigh
I have a big test today...and it sucks because it's on four chapters, we've only gone through two chapters in class...there's at least 80 vocab words per chapter...which makes at least 320 vocab words.....When we asked the teacher for some kind of an outline she said "i'm not gonna give you the answers! you're in college now!"
Ok...I'm not a slaker....but common! 320 vocab words....a ton of different theories and such...nearly 200 pages....
and the test is 50 questions
WTF.... any other college people agree with me? I mean...this test is a third of my final grade in this class...and all the other tests are on four chapters also! Am I being lazy? I don't think so... Alright, I've wasted too much time already...it's back to studying for me
o wait...quick thing, I just realized I spent alot of this complaining...I am fairly happy, except for that whole test thing today, but there's a part of my mind that says "i studied the best I could, I can't do any better than that" and I let it go.
I went and observed at the child care place, for 2.5 hours... I came out of it not feeling great about it but opting to think about it for a while. But I've decided to say no to that job. I felt that their program, at least compared to the YMCA's sucked. I thought the workers were less than enthusiastic, and definitely thought they were a bit physically rough with the little 2 and 3 years olds a many times. I just didn't like the whole feel of it at all. It's a place I wouldn't want to be associated with. Dith, I think you'd agree with me on this one.
I had to rush to get to my doctor's appointment right after that...yup, I went to see a psychologist I had been refered to. He's delt with many phobia cases, including many dental cases. I now have a relaxation tape I have to work with everyday, that teaches me how to relax my muscles. So the plan of attack is to first learn to control my body, then my mind, and then sloooooowly work my way into the dental world. He apparently knows some dentists who will know how to work with me, he says they're out there. But he was definitely encouraged when he found out I have found a hygenist who has worked with me, and I can get my teeth cleaned whilst being kinda relaxed...not uber, but I'm not panicing.
Then I had to go to Buff state to clear up a health insurance thing so they don't charge me an extra $850...ouch...well, I got that cleared up in 5 minutes.
On my way home I applied to Mobil and ToysRUs...I get home to the phone ringing...it's ToysRUs wondering if I can make it to a group interview this thursday....sweet!
So the job hunt is going as follows.....
My mother's boss's boss is back from his vacation today, so my mum's boss is going to wait until he's in a good mood(hopefully the end of today) and ask him about me working there. If that goes through, goodbye toysrus, if that's a no....HI TOYSRUS!
So now that that's pretty much settled...*sigh
I have a big test today...and it sucks because it's on four chapters, we've only gone through two chapters in class...there's at least 80 vocab words per chapter...which makes at least 320 vocab words.....When we asked the teacher for some kind of an outline she said "i'm not gonna give you the answers! you're in college now!"
Ok...I'm not a slaker....but common! 320 vocab words....a ton of different theories and such...nearly 200 pages....
and the test is 50 questions
WTF.... any other college people agree with me? I mean...this test is a third of my final grade in this class...and all the other tests are on four chapters also! Am I being lazy? I don't think so... Alright, I've wasted too much time already...it's back to studying for me
o wait...quick thing, I just realized I spent alot of this complaining...I am fairly happy, except for that whole test thing today, but there's a part of my mind that says "i studied the best I could, I can't do any better than that" and I let it go.