Nov 06, 2005 07:55
It's weird. I'm seeing things i haven't seen in awhile.
I watch myself act in a way i haven't seen me act, in awhile.
i have alot on my mind. i feel like everything is just about to crash, or maybe just one thing is about to crash.
I have this horrible feeling, right now.
always in the back of my mind, haunting in a paranoid way.
I need to talk to her.
This weekend kind of sucked.
Friday, i wanted to do alot of things. and ended up going to the small graveyard and then to davis and smoked with laney, cecilia, and lauren.
Yesterday i cleaned my kitchen. My mom found the cacknbowl. It sucked. She took it. I guess it was hers. laney came over, met cecilia, met up with Zak and smoked with him for once. He's a nice guy. A shitty dealer though. We had band practic and such. I went to sleep.
i made a bowl this morning. It's kinda shitty but it took me along time to make, so it better get a good hit.