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[ruekitso]

Alright so things didn't go like I wanted them too Wednesday but oh well. Though good things ended up happening so yeah. Sunday I might be doing some studying with here for our Myth. class and then who knows. I should have just done things how she wanted. Damn me for wanting to be myself and semi-romantic. My heart is in pain wishing just to know an answer but I cannot get that answer. She said that she was going to call but hasn't right now. Waiting is such a cruel fate that I must endure right now. Why did I have to quit smoking now of all the times. Yeah she knows that I used to smoke kind of hard to hind when you come into class reeking of cigarettes when you ended up smoking a couple right before class. No I wasn't chain smoking it was over an hour of time in between classes. Anyways whatever stopped that and don't want to start again. Kind of promised each other that we both wouldn't do that again. So yeah. Still need to call Jessica and talk to her about things and all. Which I feel bad cause I kind of promised her that I would ask her out Wed and wasn't able to. Never any free time for me to talk to her so yeah. I know I have fallen for her and talk about her to much maybe. I am going now so yeah bye.

Kevin

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