huhu, same ol' rue, same ol' problems.

[rueish]

I've realized for a while that I'm going nowhere, I have many things I want, yet can't obtain due to not being more direct or upfront. I'm actually very timid with certain things, I overthink and overanalyze everything. I can't seem to decide what I want over the other, I'm indecisive and selfish. It makes me feel sad when others don't notice certain things wrong with me, even if they don't seem to be too obvious. I'm crazy, I think... and have no idea what I should do. I would love for someone to just make everything so clear with simple words or actions But I expect too much sometimes.

Aside from that... um.. I don't know. x.x

crazyemopost, I know.