friends only.

Apr 29, 2005 17:52



All I know is that I'm a young girl trying to find out why the hell I'm here. I've got a few things that make me happy...my close friends,my boyfriend, my family in San Fransisco, photography, and music. Half of what means the most to me I only see a few times a year. I've had a lot given to me, and I am very thankful. The truth is I could never tell you who I really am and tell you my story to the extent it should be told. No one could ever understand or see things from my perspective and I don't really expect them to. If I hardly talk to you it's probably because I'm afraid of getting close to you. If we're already friends I'm afraid of losing you. I get freaked out when my parents try to hug or kiss me, or touch me for that matter. I am always too scared to show my soft side to my family because I always thought I was supposed to be the strong one. I come home from school and don't say a word. I now am aware that I only have a few real friends. But their the good kind, the kind that stick by your side no matter what, and I'm fine with that. You should never judge me by my appearance or your first impression, because you will have never been so wrong.

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2.add me
3.ill add you back
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