Sep 18, 2007 20:03
My stocks are being gay.
I cant buy and I know I haven't run out of money.
There is 77 thousand bucks in there (fake of course). I don't know if
it's this computer or not but it's pissing me off. Pretty gay.
I had to go back to work twice after I had already got off.
First time it was a drink which wasn't very important,
second it was my backpack which I needed for class in 30 min.
After all that I still wasn't prepared for class (I was supposed
to have a rough draft, I came in empty handed).
So I'm kinda behind. Today was alright, except for work again.
Everyday, at least once a day, I want to shoot myself (while i'm there).
It's so god awful sometimes (most of the time really). Needless to say
I'm not looking for another job.
Here is my list of pathetic reasons why:
1. I'm mad lazy
2. I smoke. I'd fail a piss test before it even got in the cup.
3. I cant stand interviews, it racks my nerves soo bad.
4. Training requires me to miss school (and whats my 1st priority?)
... And now that i'm done making excuses here is a more
pressing question :
Why am so okay with mediocrity?