I just depressed myself...
Things I've learned about Rue since I started playing him:
1) Rue is not allowed to be happy. If it seems like Rue might possibly become happy, something will happen to make sure that he remains pretty much miserable.
2) ...
No, that's pretty much my big revelation of the night. I think it's a repeat revelation, but I just finished rereading a small piece of his canon and completely depressed myself about how in canon everyone either really kind of hates him or really kind of uses him. Or better yet, both at the same time.
It was the most depressing thing I think I've done in a while and kind of made me feel sick to my stomach. I'm going to go ... hell I don't know. do SOMETHING to get my mind off this.
It's really no wonder Bree turns out as fucked up as he does growing up in Phaonica.
1) Rue is not allowed to be happy. If it seems like Rue might possibly become happy, something will happen to make sure that he remains pretty much miserable.
2) ...
No, that's pretty much my big revelation of the night. I think it's a repeat revelation, but I just finished rereading a small piece of his canon and completely depressed myself about how in canon everyone either really kind of hates him or really kind of uses him. Or better yet, both at the same time.
It was the most depressing thing I think I've done in a while and kind of made me feel sick to my stomach. I'm going to go ... hell I don't know. do SOMETHING to get my mind off this.
It's really no wonder Bree turns out as fucked up as he does growing up in Phaonica.