j2
so i had a big ass explination but this fucking mothafukka done gone and pissed me off and didnt save my entry.
so, i had hope. not so much of a relationship with the young mothafukka but hope for change, i was hoping that i could change my life, start a new path, go some where, do something, any god damn thing. but instead, i just end up under foot as usual........... way to piss me off, all not saving my entry KINDA MAKES ME WANT TO BEAT SOMETHING UP. in the majik disapearing entrie, i had mentioned how my crushes usually go, and end. but i say fuck it. ok, ill admit it, i wanted a relationship with the yound mothafukka, but lets face it, i'll have a relationship with just about anyone that would show intrest in me at this point of the game. man man man. i need someon to hold in my arms. damn near brings me to tears. dont mean to seem desprate, but i am hurting right now.
so i may not have been completely happy in a relationship with someone like j2, afterall, he is young, still has alot of growin' up to do, i know when i was his age i didnt want to settle down, but i still would have loved the hell out the mother fukka, and to no prevale. in the end its definately better off. i am just sick of being alone goddammit..........
so, i had hope. not so much of a relationship with the young mothafukka but hope for change, i was hoping that i could change my life, start a new path, go some where, do something, any god damn thing. but instead, i just end up under foot as usual........... way to piss me off, all not saving my entry KINDA MAKES ME WANT TO BEAT SOMETHING UP. in the majik disapearing entrie, i had mentioned how my crushes usually go, and end. but i say fuck it. ok, ill admit it, i wanted a relationship with the yound mothafukka, but lets face it, i'll have a relationship with just about anyone that would show intrest in me at this point of the game. man man man. i need someon to hold in my arms. damn near brings me to tears. dont mean to seem desprate, but i am hurting right now.
so i may not have been completely happy in a relationship with someone like j2, afterall, he is young, still has alot of growin' up to do, i know when i was his age i didnt want to settle down, but i still would have loved the hell out the mother fukka, and to no prevale. in the end its definately better off. i am just sick of being alone goddammit..........