I like the silence best
Urghhhh I have no motivation to do anything today. I couldn't even sit down and pick up a book to read. All I did was sleep and read Fairy Tail. x_x And now the weekend's half-over, and I still don't really want to do anything. ...Why can't I find a job I like? For that matter, why am I still doing that marketing internship artartha;reghaer. I need more drawing comics. NOW.
On a side note, I went to the dentist's today (no cavities, yay =D). And when we were leaving, the nice receptionist lady told my dad, "You're daughter's beautiful, you know." And you know what? Even if that's true, all I thought about at that instant was my mother's voice saying for days on end, "Look at those hair bangs! You look ugly! Cut your hair, do you want to look ugly?" I don't like thinking about what others think of me. It takes too much effort to figure what I think of me, so why bother wasting more time worrying about how I'm percieved by others? As long as I'm having fun, and other people seem to have fun around me, then I don't care.
I sometimes want to curl up in my room and not see anyone for days. Read books. Draw. Listen to good music. The emo playlist must be getting to me.