thinkin
soooo.
i'll start off by saying that i got a new job and it's quite amazing.
i like it a lot and i work with the best freind.
but there's a twist.
i think i may at some point develop feelings for this boy that works there.
i've known him for about a month.
he's doesn't have the looks of an abercrombie model.
nor the body to match.
and at first he's not one of those guys that catches your eye.
but his personality is the most amazing thing that i have ever encountered.
he makes me laugh constantly at nothing.
when he's around me, for the most part- i'm smiling.
he's got this innocence about him that is astounding.
yet he has experienced just about the same as me if not more.
and has tried things that he won't do again.
he knows when enough is enough.
and can be sarcastic in an almost charming way.
his eyes are absolutely gorgeous.
we hung out once until 2 in the a.m. talking.
i thought he was bored, but he claims he wasn't.
i think that if it keeps going like this.
i could maybe fall for him depending on if i feel comfortable enough to let down my front.
i'm just afraid of getting hurt.
and i don't want to ruin anything.
but who knows!
i've been working out and trying to eat right lately cause i've felt like a fat slob.
but i love me some JUNK FOOOOD.
so i'm gonna have to be bad sometimes :]]
and we only have 19 days left of schooooool!!!
i miss holly christian too.....
i'll start off by saying that i got a new job and it's quite amazing.
i like it a lot and i work with the best freind.
but there's a twist.
i think i may at some point develop feelings for this boy that works there.
i've known him for about a month.
he's doesn't have the looks of an abercrombie model.
nor the body to match.
and at first he's not one of those guys that catches your eye.
but his personality is the most amazing thing that i have ever encountered.
he makes me laugh constantly at nothing.
when he's around me, for the most part- i'm smiling.
he's got this innocence about him that is astounding.
yet he has experienced just about the same as me if not more.
and has tried things that he won't do again.
he knows when enough is enough.
and can be sarcastic in an almost charming way.
his eyes are absolutely gorgeous.
we hung out once until 2 in the a.m. talking.
i thought he was bored, but he claims he wasn't.
i think that if it keeps going like this.
i could maybe fall for him depending on if i feel comfortable enough to let down my front.
i'm just afraid of getting hurt.
and i don't want to ruin anything.
but who knows!
i've been working out and trying to eat right lately cause i've felt like a fat slob.
but i love me some JUNK FOOOOD.
so i'm gonna have to be bad sometimes :]]
and we only have 19 days left of schooooool!!!
i miss holly christian too.....