yooo
I haven't updated in a while so i decided i might as well.
i've been overly exhasted and i'm starting to believe over worked.
all do is work and homework.
and i'm missing my family and my freinds.
i'm also getting frustrated because i feel like i'm not who i used to be and i keep getting these minute crushes on people where i surge and go crazy talking to them annoy them away (atleast that's how it feels).
and there's this boy that i really think that i like and i dunno how to get him to like me, although it wouldn't be a reasonable choice becuase he is going to college in like Utah.
annnnnd i'm getting nervous.
steve is supposed to come visit me in like not even a month and i'm getting scared becuase i haven't seen him like almost two years.
i'm going to be so emotional.
i'm not going to be able to say anything.
it's like i'm nervous, but at the sametime, i have high hopes.
i'm contemplating whether or not i should see him becuase in the instance that those feelings are still lingering and i'm the only one that will have them seated in the back of my mind or will be vocal about them, i will feel like an idiot...
and we'll be back at square ONE.
like always.
ohh boyyss.
i'm starting to think that i'm not the man's lady that i once was.
and K-JONES left me all alone.
i've been actually trying to go to church lately.
i'm feeeeling it!
i've been overly exhasted and i'm starting to believe over worked.
all do is work and homework.
and i'm missing my family and my freinds.
i'm also getting frustrated because i feel like i'm not who i used to be and i keep getting these minute crushes on people where i surge and go crazy talking to them annoy them away (atleast that's how it feels).
and there's this boy that i really think that i like and i dunno how to get him to like me, although it wouldn't be a reasonable choice becuase he is going to college in like Utah.
annnnnd i'm getting nervous.
steve is supposed to come visit me in like not even a month and i'm getting scared becuase i haven't seen him like almost two years.
i'm going to be so emotional.
i'm not going to be able to say anything.
it's like i'm nervous, but at the sametime, i have high hopes.
i'm contemplating whether or not i should see him becuase in the instance that those feelings are still lingering and i'm the only one that will have them seated in the back of my mind or will be vocal about them, i will feel like an idiot...
and we'll be back at square ONE.
like always.
ohh boyyss.
i'm starting to think that i'm not the man's lady that i once was.
and K-JONES left me all alone.
i've been actually trying to go to church lately.
i'm feeeeling it!