so close....

Aug 10, 2006 00:38

ah yes....im soooo close

im a really excited to get back "home" (aka ISU).i feelmuch better there a than at my real home.  its not my family, its my friends that i miss and the freedom. rotc and dorm lifeand school in general is where i belong, especially rotc.  i am actually missing PT... is that weird???? i cant wait toput on than uniform again and feel proud.  this yearis gunna be great, i can just tell.  im gunna have a car and visitmy friendsat other schoolsnd not come home as often as i did last year.  move-in cant come sooner.

by the way.......for those who havent gone away forschool, its a whole experience that you must get through. the first days to weeks are hard cuz its a lot of changes at once. but once you get used to it, you cant live without it.  you just seem to have morecontrol over ur life when ur at school. u change for the good, not matter what people maysay. any changeu feel is good for u and u ike is a good change as long as u like it urself. i am rambling but i just know ALOT of people are freakin out about school. im sure no one really reads this but if someone does who is feeling some stress about school, maybe my wods couldhelp. last yearwas a great experience and i dont miss hgh school at all. i cant say for sure that u will react in the same way i did but it cant hurt to tell my adventure as a freshman. so yeah.....

i havent really hung out with many ofthe peoplei used to and it kindasucks but i understand. the only ones i hung out with this summer were jt, ray and mac. seems likeeveryone else has their own lives. which is perectly understandable and i feel thats the reason i cant wait to get back whee i belong.  i really seem to mean something to my friendsand school and they seekme to do things instead of my having to callor coincidentally findout about peoplehanging out.  it doesnt bother me, in fact,it will just makemy home coming sweeter. anyways...

welltonight i went to soldier field and watched the bears practice.it was AWESOmE!!!! i couldnt believe it. i really wish i could afford going to a real game but for now that was close enough.

probably stayin home with the fam the next few days and then possiby goin toa fire game on saturday. then home fo sundy and out one last time on monday so if neone wants to hang, hat will be my last night out. homeon tuesday and off for school on wed. thank god!!!!

wow long entry, but this is where it willstop. cdt anderson over and out.
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