Tonight, We Give It 35%
We drank bottled water together and talked business.
I think I played the right moves.
You were lookin' over my shoulder,
as I went through the motions of another night,
And it was alright,
'cause I thought I knew who everybody was just by lookin' at them.
My heart is anywhere but here,
and how tired I was from the past couple of weeks,
From the past couple of years.
Well, it hit me all at once,
On a balcony overlooking nothing,
With snow falling all around,
Well I, I called just to say "Goodnight".
And you hadn't done anything wrong,
And know, really, really, it's me not you.
I can't believe how naive I was to think things could ever be so simple,
And can you live with what you know about yourself,
When you're all alone, behind closed doors?
The things we never said, but we always knew were right there.
It's got me on my knees in a bathroom,
Praying to a God that I don't even believe in,
"Well, dear Jesus, are you listening?
If this is the one chance that really matters,
Well, don't let me fuck this up.
If you'd told me about all this when I was fifteen,
I never would have believed it."
I really think too much.
but enjoy those lyrics.
10 days until I go see my favourite band ever. That'll be two of five! yaysies.
ways to pass the time at work:
1. Count the tables I clean. (sometimes, more than 100 tables come and go. That can be like...350-400+ Glasses, plates, forkknifespoons, napkins. the whole deal. LOL FUN)
2. Try singing full length albums to myself. I've been working on Reinventing Axl Rose by Against Me!, but I sometimes forget some words. Suicide Machines is another good one to do too.
3. Drink as much pop as I can. I get sick after more than a litre usually. I know, I'm a wimp.
4. talk to Matt Sheidow, Kyle MacInnon and Pete Lofstedt when I go back to the kitchen.
yeah, my poor self, working 5 hour shifts! ha, pathetic. ah well, those five hours are busy as shit, so it's hardwork. meh, I get tips.
Haven't updated in a little while, so what have I been up to...
not much. we got new grass and driveway. had to take out 6 gimungous concrete blocks from my walk way, so I've been out helping in the yard pretty much everyday, then working the night shifts at Papa Joe's. Went to the Drive In. It was ok, the movies weren't that great and I almost fell asleep. Hung out with Kali for the first time in awhile. she got a compooter. had kyle's going away party. I'm going to miss him so much. hung out with Jen. hung out with Garrett. hung out at the park, where Kate told off teh park rangzor. A-LOL! Steve Brown hung out with me for the day, we jammed against me! and propagandhi. It was pretty damn sweet. watched Reservoir Dogs...again. blahblahblahblah summer is alright. too much work. work at home then work at work! fun.
My aunt and grandmother said they want to get me whatever mp3 player I want for graduation. I'm thinking the 30gb white ipod video. any other suggestions?
Ok, I'm going to go. and by go i mean continue to sit here and listen to Catch 22. ON AN ON AND ON AND ON WHOA.
I hope I get to go camping tonight. That'd be awesome.
OMG I FORGOT. I'm pretty sure I'm going to Ottawa to stay with my friend Brett. Jen and Megan are going to be there, too, and we're gonna go see BIG D AND THE KIDS TABLE!!! Yessssssssss. My first REAL ska show. awwwwwww.
kbye. and in the words of Troy "OMG COMMENT PLZ!!!!!"
I think I played the right moves.
You were lookin' over my shoulder,
as I went through the motions of another night,
And it was alright,
'cause I thought I knew who everybody was just by lookin' at them.
My heart is anywhere but here,
and how tired I was from the past couple of weeks,
From the past couple of years.
Well, it hit me all at once,
On a balcony overlooking nothing,
With snow falling all around,
Well I, I called just to say "Goodnight".
And you hadn't done anything wrong,
And know, really, really, it's me not you.
I can't believe how naive I was to think things could ever be so simple,
And can you live with what you know about yourself,
When you're all alone, behind closed doors?
The things we never said, but we always knew were right there.
It's got me on my knees in a bathroom,
Praying to a God that I don't even believe in,
"Well, dear Jesus, are you listening?
If this is the one chance that really matters,
Well, don't let me fuck this up.
If you'd told me about all this when I was fifteen,
I never would have believed it."
I really think too much.
but enjoy those lyrics.
10 days until I go see my favourite band ever. That'll be two of five! yaysies.
ways to pass the time at work:
1. Count the tables I clean. (sometimes, more than 100 tables come and go. That can be like...350-400+ Glasses, plates, forkknifespoons, napkins. the whole deal. LOL FUN)
2. Try singing full length albums to myself. I've been working on Reinventing Axl Rose by Against Me!, but I sometimes forget some words. Suicide Machines is another good one to do too.
3. Drink as much pop as I can. I get sick after more than a litre usually. I know, I'm a wimp.
4. talk to Matt Sheidow, Kyle MacInnon and Pete Lofstedt when I go back to the kitchen.
yeah, my poor self, working 5 hour shifts! ha, pathetic. ah well, those five hours are busy as shit, so it's hardwork. meh, I get tips.
Haven't updated in a little while, so what have I been up to...
not much. we got new grass and driveway. had to take out 6 gimungous concrete blocks from my walk way, so I've been out helping in the yard pretty much everyday, then working the night shifts at Papa Joe's. Went to the Drive In. It was ok, the movies weren't that great and I almost fell asleep. Hung out with Kali for the first time in awhile. she got a compooter. had kyle's going away party. I'm going to miss him so much. hung out with Jen. hung out with Garrett. hung out at the park, where Kate told off teh park rangzor. A-LOL! Steve Brown hung out with me for the day, we jammed against me! and propagandhi. It was pretty damn sweet. watched Reservoir Dogs...again. blahblahblahblah summer is alright. too much work. work at home then work at work! fun.
My aunt and grandmother said they want to get me whatever mp3 player I want for graduation. I'm thinking the 30gb white ipod video. any other suggestions?
Ok, I'm going to go. and by go i mean continue to sit here and listen to Catch 22. ON AN ON AND ON AND ON WHOA.
I hope I get to go camping tonight. That'd be awesome.
OMG I FORGOT. I'm pretty sure I'm going to Ottawa to stay with my friend Brett. Jen and Megan are going to be there, too, and we're gonna go see BIG D AND THE KIDS TABLE!!! Yessssssssss. My first REAL ska show. awwwwwww.
kbye. and in the words of Troy "OMG COMMENT PLZ!!!!!"