'Cuz I believe in you so much, I could die for the words you say.
alright. i haven't updated in a while. nor have i written in my journal in a while. i don't want to. maybe i should start to again. becuase i feel like my mind is filling up more and more each day. especially after last night. i don't even know what i'm going to do. i mean, i know. but i have no clue what will happen. but all i can do is hope for the best. if hope even exists. i don't even know. i have so much going through my mind. lfkksd. it's all pointless in the end. later.