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Last night was the first night since you left that I got a full night's sleep. I still have bad dreams about you and wake up in the middle of the night and reach for my phone to call you, like I normally would. When we were together I'd call you after I had a nightmare about you. Who do I call now? No one I guess. But I can't deny this: Since you've left, the nightmares are a lot less scary.
I guess in the back of my mind this isn't fear or loneliness. This feeling I'm getting used to is relief, and stability.
I guess in the back of my mind this isn't fear or loneliness. This feeling I'm getting used to is relief, and stability.