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i am going to get a free organ. 2nd wave-ish ska band, anyone? needed: everyone except me. okay so maybe it will be 3rd wave, but we could try.
i don't even know if me and arno are gonna start the puke on yous anymore. now he is all excited about his oi band with his close friends who i'm not included in anymore.
my train of thought = bad. about the future. about this summer. all i see is working and school, that's not any fun. i've put myself in a position to get let down.
i hate having no free time, working 12 hour shifts, losing myself...
again.
fuck. do i even know what i want?
whiiiiine whine whine, bah, shut upp. ?? something's bugging me today, making me feel uneasy. i'll be fine.
i don't even know if me and arno are gonna start the puke on yous anymore. now he is all excited about his oi band with his close friends who i'm not included in anymore.
my train of thought = bad. about the future. about this summer. all i see is working and school, that's not any fun. i've put myself in a position to get let down.
i hate having no free time, working 12 hour shifts, losing myself...
again.
fuck. do i even know what i want?
whiiiiine whine whine, bah, shut upp. ?? something's bugging me today, making me feel uneasy. i'll be fine.