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well i am back it has been about a month since my last posting. been in a bit on an introspective period. and i guess i cam ethrough it ok. just needed time to figuer out what the hell i need to do adn put my life back together, it has been a lot of drinking, i mean a lot, the hole justin thing realy fucked with my head adn welli guess i am back, i will never get over the way i feel about him, and if i could i think their would be something wrong with me. but i am to the point were i am ready to move on. i have had my depressing weekends, my debacherous weekends, the soso weekends,
---if you watch teh keybord while you type do not be online chatting to people while you are doing it, they keep getting my journal posts---
i just needed to get some things togther in my head.
school has been insane, my car just cost me 1100$ so it has been crazy outside of my head too.
i leave for Organ on the 19th to go visit my dad, havent seen him in about 2/5 years, my sisters graduation did not realy xcount he wsa here for a few hours. so i will be gone till teh 23 so wish me luck, buti do get to see my sisters so that is teh reason to go.
wel more later i am on a big sleep reggiment
---if you watch teh keybord while you type do not be online chatting to people while you are doing it, they keep getting my journal posts---
i just needed to get some things togther in my head.
school has been insane, my car just cost me 1100$ so it has been crazy outside of my head too.
i leave for Organ on the 19th to go visit my dad, havent seen him in about 2/5 years, my sisters graduation did not realy xcount he wsa here for a few hours. so i will be gone till teh 23 so wish me luck, buti do get to see my sisters so that is teh reason to go.
wel more later i am on a big sleep reggiment