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okay so... yesterday was like. the worst day of my life. things have been... bad. as you know... and yesterday was just like the culmination of it all. it sucked.
i kind of had a miserably sleepless night. and i was just in a bad mood since before i even tried to go to bed... not looking too great in morning and not really caring either. i just didnt give a shit enough to straighten my hair and unexplained and unmanly incidences made my eyes too tender for any de-asia-tizing makeup. so im kind of looking like your typical (dead) asian male. not like the glory youve come to know as hooch. pummer takes me to work and shit is just going wrong from the second i step in the door.
...later. pummer said something about me being too positive all the time, that it made the fall down harder. haha. i was like "wow youve got a great outlook on life :D?" but that is honestly part of it. it seems like things go so great for me all the time that when theyre bad its just overwhelming.
but. my job. oh sorry, my former job. *sigh* when i walked in, i started rolling silverware. then i put all the rolls in one of those big tubs and go to put it up. then i crash into katie when she comes out of the kitchen and i spilled the entire tub on the floor. almost all of them came unrolled and i had to scoop it all back up and go handwash every piece of silverware. when im done with that, the dinner rush started coming in and as i was serving one guy some scampi, i spilled it on the table. so i apologized and went to wipe it up, and knocked his drink over in his lap. i was bringing another table their drinks, when i tripped on a chair leg and threw the whole tray on the ground. i was trying to walk in the kitchen door and got smacked in the face when someone came out. oh and i now have an intense burn on my left wrist where i was picking up a bowl of hot gumbo and it spilled over. i mean really, are there not rules on how hot shit can be? and like... all day everybody was being real asshole-ish to me because i was such a disaster. so while my boss was holding my sizzling skin under a flow of water in the kitchen then bandaging it up, i was unfortunately neglecting my tables a bit. i get back out there as soon as i can and apologize to everyone. when i back up from one table, i bump into some new waiter who then drops his tray and starts freaking at me. hes only interrupted by the guy at the table behind me. "hey yoshi, why dont you bring some tea over here, my wifes been waiting." ...wow. i guess you guys all know the mindblowing outrage i felt here. and it was pretty much the last straw. like i just couldnt do it anymore. i just looked at the guy for a second and walked out.
in my retarded frustration, im thinking im just going to walk home. ...from malbis. hurr hurr. i get about as far as olive garden before i realize what a moron i am and call jessica to pick me up since she lives like a minute away. i called her, basically hysterical. but, oh sorry, shes with some of her friends right now and she just doesnt want to, can i call her back later? and then she just hung up on me. then i kind of... broke my phone and threw it against a wall. *cough* then after having a minor mental breakdown i went inside a mcdonalds and called siri. she was there in about 5 minutes and took me home.
pummer comes home like 6 hours later and is basically freaking out. it just was not a good night. its honestly just hard to deal with pummer when im upset. everythings pretty much okay though. im still kind of... i dunno, just hollow feeling. but whatever. i just... need a job. and a new cell phone.
okay so... yesterday was like. the worst day of my life. things have been... bad. as you know... and yesterday was just like the culmination of it all. it sucked.
i kind of had a miserably sleepless night. and i was just in a bad mood since before i even tried to go to bed... not looking too great in morning and not really caring either. i just didnt give a shit enough to straighten my hair and unexplained and unmanly incidences made my eyes too tender for any de-asia-tizing makeup. so im kind of looking like your typical (dead) asian male. not like the glory youve come to know as hooch. pummer takes me to work and shit is just going wrong from the second i step in the door.
...later. pummer said something about me being too positive all the time, that it made the fall down harder. haha. i was like "wow youve got a great outlook on life :D?" but that is honestly part of it. it seems like things go so great for me all the time that when theyre bad its just overwhelming.
but. my job. oh sorry, my former job. *sigh* when i walked in, i started rolling silverware. then i put all the rolls in one of those big tubs and go to put it up. then i crash into katie when she comes out of the kitchen and i spilled the entire tub on the floor. almost all of them came unrolled and i had to scoop it all back up and go handwash every piece of silverware. when im done with that, the dinner rush started coming in and as i was serving one guy some scampi, i spilled it on the table. so i apologized and went to wipe it up, and knocked his drink over in his lap. i was bringing another table their drinks, when i tripped on a chair leg and threw the whole tray on the ground. i was trying to walk in the kitchen door and got smacked in the face when someone came out. oh and i now have an intense burn on my left wrist where i was picking up a bowl of hot gumbo and it spilled over. i mean really, are there not rules on how hot shit can be? and like... all day everybody was being real asshole-ish to me because i was such a disaster. so while my boss was holding my sizzling skin under a flow of water in the kitchen then bandaging it up, i was unfortunately neglecting my tables a bit. i get back out there as soon as i can and apologize to everyone. when i back up from one table, i bump into some new waiter who then drops his tray and starts freaking at me. hes only interrupted by the guy at the table behind me. "hey yoshi, why dont you bring some tea over here, my wifes been waiting." ...wow. i guess you guys all know the mindblowing outrage i felt here. and it was pretty much the last straw. like i just couldnt do it anymore. i just looked at the guy for a second and walked out.
in my retarded frustration, im thinking im just going to walk home. ...from malbis. hurr hurr. i get about as far as olive garden before i realize what a moron i am and call jessica to pick me up since she lives like a minute away. i called her, basically hysterical. but, oh sorry, shes with some of her friends right now and she just doesnt want to, can i call her back later? and then she just hung up on me. then i kind of... broke my phone and threw it against a wall. *cough* then after having a minor mental breakdown i went inside a mcdonalds and called siri. she was there in about 5 minutes and took me home.
pummer comes home like 6 hours later and is basically freaking out. it just was not a good night. its honestly just hard to deal with pummer when im upset. everythings pretty much okay though. im still kind of... i dunno, just hollow feeling. but whatever. i just... need a job. and a new cell phone.