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d00d, i hate school so much. i seriously hate it.... 'cept fo da peepo. [asian accent, LOL]
anyways, i was looking through my pictures and i realized that john and i NEED to take more pictures together even though he hates pictures with a passion cuz hes convinced that he looks bad. but he doesnt and i love pictures, so anyone wanna be our photographer? haha. [:
me and him got mad at eachother like 15 minutes ago on the phone, over nothing.. due to my pms'ing. lol so i was like w/e im going and hes like fine i love you bye.. hung up the phone. and as much as i didnt want to, i called back-it was my fault anyways. i just put my pride aside, called, and it made me feel so much better hearing him again. when i called he was like, "i knew you would call back because we both hate it when we leave on a bad note, it shows that you care about me.." and he went on how much he cares about me and said how he was sorry too. our relationship has improved in 23498234623482634812 ways. whenever we argue about something pathetic [which is RARE] we always admitt we are wrong or we just forget about it. before, we would argue for hours about nothing and have those stupid online battles lmao. it makes me so happy how things have changed and how we've matured. i love just talking to him for hours about how my day went, telling him stories, jokes, or about my past, or not to feel stupid crying in his arms. its crazy how we're so comfortable around eachother that it can be silent on the phone and it still wouldnt be awkward, or even when we tell eachother our breath stinks lmao, its so funny. but we still arent offended/or embaressed because we dont need to 'act' so cool around eachother. i remember last month when we hung out, he just laid on a bench and i laid on the other bench [near my house] and we just stared up into the sky just talking.. it was so nice. i am happy with myself, im happy with him. its kinda funny how we met, and if i had to go through all the tears, pain, and the fighting to be with him, i would do it again without a doubt. hm, i wasnt even expecting to write that much, oh well. :) sry for making some of you puke haha ;D