My heart is breaking, my body's aching...

[rude0and0ginger]

Location: Six's TARDIS, just outside
For: Anyone who lives there, canshoutloud, snarky_six, and/or history_woman (also itsfitz, tegan_jovanka, and math_whizz)

* watches Five's TARDIS dematerialize and wipes at his eyes, unable to shake the look Five gave him before the doors closed. Sets his suitcase down and knocks on Six's door, gasping in pain because stupid him knocked with his injured hand

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[history_woman]

*opens the door, knitting in hand* Yes- *looks at him, taking in his condition and trying to recall his name* ... Turlough?

[rude0and0ginger]

*gaspy!sob*

Can I stay here *breath!hitch* for the night, Evelyn?

*tries to keep it together but is doing an appalling job*

[history_woman]

*immediately takes pity* Of course! Come in, poor boy! *steps aside to let him in*

[rude0and0ginger]

*snivel, picks up his suitcase, moving inside*

Thank you... I don't want to p-put you or Peri or the--- or Six out, but... *hiccup* I didn't want to walk all the way to Elton's this time of night...

*never called Elton in the first place, cuz he was really expecting Five would stop him from going*

[history_woman]

Oh don't worry about it, we've got enough room. What happened?

[rude0and0ginger]

Thank you...

*avoids!question and moves towards his room, hopefully the Ole Girl is taking some pity on him and put it back where he's used to*

*drops his suitcase two steps inside and sits on the bed, then slides to the floor, sobbing terribly*

[canshoutloud]

*Peri's room probably isn't to far away* *thinks she hears someone crying and goes to investigate* *opens the door* Turlough?

[rude0and0ginger]

*figures he's probably not going to be left alone, and isn't terribly sure if he really wants to be, so he might as well get it out now*

*didn't mean to shut the door in Evelyn's face or anything! thanks, Peri*

*doesn't look up from his head on his arms, his arms on his knees pulled to his chest*

He's gone... I don't think he's coming back, not this time...

[canshoutloud]

*goes to sit down beside him* Who, the Doctor? W-where did he go?

[rude0and0ginger]

*sniffles*

He went back to his own time line... He was... he said he was in the middle of a war...

[canshoutloud]

If he knew me, and he said he's going to a war... *doesn't look terribly happy* No, not that again...

[rude0and0ginger]

*sobs*

He just let me go... I didn't want to... I didn't know what else to do!

*heaving gasping sob of oh holy Trion hell!*

Have I sent him to die, Peri?

[canshoutloud]

*shakes her head* No... he doesn't die.

[rude0and0ginger]

But he will... even if not in this war...

I don't think he's coming back...

*sobs pathetically*

[canshoutloud]

We went to Androzani after the war. *bites her lip and sighs for opening her big mouth* Not, not directly after. He still might come back.

[rude0and0ginger]

*thankfully doesn't know what she's talking about I think*

You didn't see the look he gave me, Peri...

It was... like he was someone else entirely. I couldn't have changed my mind once I reached the door... Not after that look.

*sniffles, calming down a bit, but not much, clenching his shaking good hand*

I was so... scared to. *sob!*

Why is it that he's the one who's cheated and lied to me... but I feel ...guilty?