Jan 19, 2009 18:38
hooray for grad school. I think i'm already behind. I don't know. I feel like i have no clue what I'm doing, but for the moment that's okay.
Money's tight since they split up my loan. I'm hoping i'll be able to make rent legitimately this month, but if not, a bachelor of science degree isn't gonna stop me from being slightly underhanded. I suppose we all fall back on our laurels.
I really dislike my boyfriend's best friend S. Constant drunken slut who's never had any responsibility. Moved in with him and has an annoying dog that constantly barks and the like.
'out of sight out of mind'
I shouldn't harp as mistakes happen, but i don't have many friends and so on occasions when I get to see the one's i've had for more than a few years are great. I really miss em but i'm going to have to miss my friend's wedding because of an experiment scheduled at the same time.
moreso than anything I dread having to tell sarah that I have to miss her wedding. I really dread that conversation.
it's not that i've planned to go to this thing for 8 months.
it's not that i don't get to see my mates.
it's that this was avoidable.
i shouldn't harp. shit happens, but i'm still a bit bummed out..
back to reading neurophysiology. such is life.
did i mention that i'm a GA? for physiological psychology and Educational Biology?
pretty damned keen if you look at the first few postings of this journal....