Sep 22, 2009 21:44
I need a jobbbbbbb.
I hate school so much. And I like Sixsmith, but I make no money there. I haven't even bought all my school books yet because I don't have the money. And I'd really rather not have to ask Steve to borrow money, since nobody in my family is reliable enough for that. Grrr...
I can't stand school. I can't even stand the people there. It's so annoying. I wouldn't even need to be there if I could find a freaking Nursing job!
Plus I'm really tired of the problems going on between my sister and her husband. They are unsolvable and I'm so bored with it.
Not everything sucks though of course. I'm EXTREMELY happy with Steven!!!! He's like the best thing that has happened to me! We had a great weekend together for his birthday... especially when he took me to the Eagles game on Sunday! He doesn't even like football, but he knew I did, so he took me! I love him!! And he overly appreciated everything I did for him for his birthday. He's just so perfect. I can't believe I'm so lucky to be with him again. I'm so happy I gave him another chance. He even says we are getting married! I gotta admit though.. the one year anniversary of us breaking up is coming up and its freaking me out because thats all I keep thinking about, is how I felt and how I'm afraid it will happen again. He says he is in this for the long run, but we will see. I'm still freaked out.