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Apr 21, 2009 18:40

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whyamidoingthis April 22 2009, 03:54:32 UTC

Sounds to me like victory. Good Job.

way_x_away April 22 2009, 13:40:45 UTC

Agreed. Honestly, fuck Steve. It shouldn't have taken him six months to realize you're what he really wants. Ignore his ass & go have fun with Randy.

whyamidoingthis April 23 2009, 01:11:07 UTC

Yea for real, his name is Randy. By law, he must be AWESOME in bed.

rucker529 April 24 2009, 07:25:24 UTC

Yea, easy for you guys to say! I just got done talking to steve possibly for the last time ever because we both know its too hard for us to keep in touch. this is killing me! EVERYTHING i dreamed of, and I just flushed it down the toilet. And now his heart's broken too! And he probably thinks I'm a bitch for following my gut and not my heart!
And there goes the guy I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with.

way_x_away April 28 2009, 23:03:52 UTC

Nah, I kinda understand where you're coming from. Even though Dave & I didn't work out, he was the first man I was willing to give a chance other than Nick. & I was happy for that short time Dave & I were talking. But, the entire time Nick was calling me everyday telling me he loved me and wanted to be with me. He still calls me and tells me the same things. He wants me to give him another chance, but in my heart I know it's best for me to move on. I can't continue to put myself through that torture. And neither can you. Steve has proved he's fickle with his feelings, your feelings, and your relationship. He's not worth it.

rucker529 May 3 2009, 02:19:45 UTC

He's not fickle anymore. He legit wants to be together. Like for good. He has been texting and calling me and telling me he knows we are supposed to be together. He told me about the times we hung out before when he was leading me on, he said then he just wanted to hang out. But now it is different. He refuses to date anyone else. He is not a normal a-hole guy! He's the most honest person I ever met, and if he didn't mean what he was saying, he wouldn't say it. I know it sounds immature of me, and I know it sounds like I just WANT him to mean it because it would be like a fairytale and it would be a happy ending, but that's not the case at all. It's hard for people to understand when they don't know him. But the more time goes on, the more I realize I want to be with him... but at the same time, I don't want to give up my chance with Randy. F!!!!!!!! I have to study and stop worrying about this!

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