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don't bother reading. it's just me being miserable.
being in the last year of college is so damn hard. gosh.
I have to prepare my thesis proposal in less than a month but how can I do that when our beloved professor keeps giving us hell-a-lot of homework to do every single day? practically no day off as I spent my weekend sleeping.
I NEED TO READ AT LEAST 5 MORE TEXTBOOKS NOW TO BE PUT INTO MY PROPOSAL!
Please be considerate, Sir. (T n T)
moreover, SOMEONE just got engaged. while just a week before, that someone had finally gave me the answer I've been waiting for a couple of months. not that I was raged but, it wouldn't hurt him to tell me his plan, right? I never even try to put on hope since the first time he came so suddenly and claimed that he wanted me. I always knew that we won't work. because he had HER all along. someone who's far more mature than I am, someone who's far more than ready to marry him. I was no one; am no one; and never be someone. especially between the two of them.
but really, if he already planned to marry her, why bother told me that he wanted ME to be his in the first place? why bother made me screwed up? why bother made me wait?
it sucks. just like the S shige is holding in my icon. no offense, sensei, I'm not trying to write anything bad about you.
being in the last year of college is so damn hard. gosh.
I have to prepare my thesis proposal in less than a month but how can I do that when our beloved professor keeps giving us hell-a-lot of homework to do every single day? practically no day off as I spent my weekend sleeping.
I NEED TO READ AT LEAST 5 MORE TEXTBOOKS NOW TO BE PUT INTO MY PROPOSAL!
Please be considerate, Sir. (T n T)
moreover, SOMEONE just got engaged. while just a week before, that someone had finally gave me the answer I've been waiting for a couple of months. not that I was raged but, it wouldn't hurt him to tell me his plan, right? I never even try to put on hope since the first time he came so suddenly and claimed that he wanted me. I always knew that we won't work. because he had HER all along. someone who's far more mature than I am, someone who's far more than ready to marry him. I was no one; am no one; and never be someone. especially between the two of them.
but really, if he already planned to marry her, why bother told me that he wanted ME to be his in the first place? why bother made me screwed up? why bother made me wait?
it sucks. just like the S shige is holding in my icon. no offense, sensei, I'm not trying to write anything bad about you.