It would be cool if everything was easy. But then it wouldn't be as "fun."
Sooo. I cant go to Texas until late July. Which sucks. My mom cant pay for me to go becuase she had to buy a new computer and my dad wont pay for the flight because hes an ASS. And today was my moms birthday. Im bummed out I didnt get to see her. I havent seen her since March. :( Ugh. Ugh. Ugh.
I talked to Rachel today. :) I miss her so much. I forgot how long I can talk to her about nothing for. Man. I miss home. I just wish I could bring it here. Heavy Siiiiiiiigh!
So Im taking second semester summer school since I cant go to Texas. That should suck. But at least Ill get my GPA back up with it. That'll be good. I suppose. It would be cool if I wasnt the stupid kid in the family. Ooooh well.
So theres a hurricane a'commin. Finally it'll rain and there will be something interesting going on. I just home my parents house doesn't fall into the river ... obviously.
I dont know whats going on. Im not sure Ive done the smart thing this time. I might have lost sight of the fact that Im doing this new thing in my life where I'm trying to make myself happy. I mean. Whatever, life is all about taking risks and trusting people just for the hell of it. Thats the only way anything good ever happens. ;) God, you have GOT to love my forced optimism.
Sometimes I think I think too much. Last semester I never slept becuase I was always thinking. Now its happening again. Booo!
I talked to Rachel today. :) I miss her so much. I forgot how long I can talk to her about nothing for. Man. I miss home. I just wish I could bring it here. Heavy Siiiiiiiigh!
So Im taking second semester summer school since I cant go to Texas. That should suck. But at least Ill get my GPA back up with it. That'll be good. I suppose. It would be cool if I wasnt the stupid kid in the family. Ooooh well.
So theres a hurricane a'commin. Finally it'll rain and there will be something interesting going on. I just home my parents house doesn't fall into the river ... obviously.
I dont know whats going on. Im not sure Ive done the smart thing this time. I might have lost sight of the fact that Im doing this new thing in my life where I'm trying to make myself happy. I mean. Whatever, life is all about taking risks and trusting people just for the hell of it. Thats the only way anything good ever happens. ;) God, you have GOT to love my forced optimism.
Sometimes I think I think too much. Last semester I never slept becuase I was always thinking. Now its happening again. Booo!