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Ok so i dont HATE him.
After I wrote that I went for a walk and came upon Ari and Scott coming back from the park and Ari came running toward me yelling "mama, mama, Hi"
I started to cry cause i love him and the reason this is so hard is because I want to have a good relationship with him and i want him to be happy.
After his initial excitment though, he started in on me again, being rude and whiny.
Scott said he thinks Ari might be trying to get attention from me any way he can. Most of his crappyness is directed at me. I think it's true, i have been pretty unavailible to him since the baby was born. I need to find time to really be with him during the day and totally focus on him without elliot.
After I wrote that I went for a walk and came upon Ari and Scott coming back from the park and Ari came running toward me yelling "mama, mama, Hi"
I started to cry cause i love him and the reason this is so hard is because I want to have a good relationship with him and i want him to be happy.
After his initial excitment though, he started in on me again, being rude and whiny.
Scott said he thinks Ari might be trying to get attention from me any way he can. Most of his crappyness is directed at me. I think it's true, i have been pretty unavailible to him since the baby was born. I need to find time to really be with him during the day and totally focus on him without elliot.