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This house is so dysfunctional. I can't deal with it anymore. All night I've either been having a screaming match with my mother or listening to her tell my father what a bitch I am. And then of course, when he defends me, she starts yelling at him for defending "that little bitch." Of course, this is all because I treat my mother like dirt. Right. Because I'm the one that is constantly yelling at her, telling her that she'll never make it doing what she wants to do, and that it doesn't matter what I want to do for school next year, I'm going where she wants me to go and studying what she wants me to study. I want to get the hell out of here. I can't deal with it anymore, I can't deal with her anymore. This is so fucking stupid. But it's my fault because being the ungrateful, selfish bitch that I am, I'm making my mother miserable. Anyone care to let me stay with them til August?