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have a feeling that i want to die. normally i only have them for about a minute or so but now i really feel like i do want to die. like it'd be easier then feeling the pain. i had a crush and we were friends and now i think he thinks im crazy or sumthin and all i want to do is jus die right here right now. i cried all that i could and now i want to go run in the middle of the turnpike and get killed. see i would think a person would now how 2 handle a crush but nope i guess i was wrong. i was having a good day until about an hour ago. ugh. my life sux hairy monkey balls. i juss want to never see him again and never hear or see things that remind me of him. i jus wish i never met him and that i could jus b happy ,but i don't think that'll happen any time soon.