Oct 24, 2004 11:30
10*23~-~-~great nite
amanda u should have danced with mike or that other dude that u knew!lol but it was fun ne way dancin on stage and all!!!
ugh! but every1 thinks that im goin out with PJ but im not. i mean i tried 2 get 2 kno him and like him but it juss didnt work for me. i still am totally head over heels for josh! i don't think brook will ever even look at me and i totally do not blame her. i would feel and act the same way! i feel totally bad, but she probably doesnt care. well now every1 think i'm this scanky-slut bag, and i might b but i have no freakin' clue how the heck i got that way!
any person that u think is the nicest person to walk the earth is actually just a bitch that didnt come out of their dumbass faze. cuz the bitchy ppl tell u straight up the truth about u. yea they might not have lots of friends, but thats because the ppl that regect the bitches cant handle the truth about themselves. so ne1 that is self conciece should not hang around me unless u shouldnt be! i hate sounding like a bitch but i guess i have 2 so get over it.
*brook im sry for stabbing u in the bac. i'm sry i took it all out on u. i took every knife out of my bac and stabbed u with them. i kno u will never speak, look, or even think about me but i juss want u 2 kno that if i could change it i would. i understand y u hate me and would rather kill me than speak 2 me so i would like 2 say i'm sry and well goodbye since i'll never b speaking 2 u again!*
The Queen Bitch,
Amanda Banks
~Love me, hate me, either way i'm on ur mind!~