so many ppl spawning
i can't stand kids to begin with, especially when they come from dumb fuck parents. i love my god daughter, like no tomorrow, and my aunt and uncle are culturede intelligent people.
however i do hav bad news concerning the 2 of them. on x-mas eve we found out jackie was pregnant. we found out today she had a miscarriage.
then last nite i found ut like my best friend in the world, tina, is pregnant. she's all happy and im trying to b happy for her, but i just don't like the idea of having kids if ur in a shit marriage.
Also, today truly sucked ass.we had to do some stuff for a portfolio competition, and we had to shoot slides of it. well Allik asked me to bring it to saybrook to develope, they said they couldn't do it by when we needed it. so i started flipping out, not only was my stuff on the film, but also the works of 4 or 5 other students. so i brought it back to him and hes like, i don't even care. this is your stuff. WTF! its not just my stuff, and i will not take the fall because u didn't shoot before vaca. so im in a fantastic nervous attack and really don't need this.
then last nite i had this marvelous realization. for some reason i began to think about when i grew up and the whole broken home bull shit. i realized, most kids, when their parents divorce the whole broken home crap either stops or just begins. i had to deal with it when my parents were married, and even now, im stiff being raised in a "broken home" and i've done my best to make the best of it. but more then anything, i have this huge fear that from the 2 houses i've lived in so far, hav sucked, some one only knows what im going to end up with when im older.
i've really just had a bad fucking day and i feel like shit. im not in a bad mood, i feel physically sick
however i do hav bad news concerning the 2 of them. on x-mas eve we found out jackie was pregnant. we found out today she had a miscarriage.
then last nite i found ut like my best friend in the world, tina, is pregnant. she's all happy and im trying to b happy for her, but i just don't like the idea of having kids if ur in a shit marriage.
Also, today truly sucked ass.we had to do some stuff for a portfolio competition, and we had to shoot slides of it. well Allik asked me to bring it to saybrook to develope, they said they couldn't do it by when we needed it. so i started flipping out, not only was my stuff on the film, but also the works of 4 or 5 other students. so i brought it back to him and hes like, i don't even care. this is your stuff. WTF! its not just my stuff, and i will not take the fall because u didn't shoot before vaca. so im in a fantastic nervous attack and really don't need this.
then last nite i had this marvelous realization. for some reason i began to think about when i grew up and the whole broken home bull shit. i realized, most kids, when their parents divorce the whole broken home crap either stops or just begins. i had to deal with it when my parents were married, and even now, im stiff being raised in a "broken home" and i've done my best to make the best of it. but more then anything, i have this huge fear that from the 2 houses i've lived in so far, hav sucked, some one only knows what im going to end up with when im older.
i've really just had a bad fucking day and i feel like shit. im not in a bad mood, i feel physically sick